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I rather not talk scholastically about generalities. I appreciate the value of quantification but I think every person is unique. Putting a label on something, and especially on someone is such a silly limitation… I prefer to speak from my experience and listen to personal experiences, they have more truth in them than any concepts and generalities. These personal reports are the kind I was looking for when transformation started happening. I will constantly be posting on my Facebook page Mihaela Albu | Facebook where everyone is welcome. Words (English is my second language) may not contain all range of feelings a person has, but, they will offer you an idea, I hope.

  • Labelling. It feels natural to begin with Tao. I only finished the book after 6, 7 years since first encounter. A book like that cannot be read, anyway. Can only be felt, merged with. For a long time I thought the first verse, grasped properly,......

  • Things were moving slowly with the start of my small enterprise. With all due hurdles, always present vampires… I was working 15, 16 hours a day. I was going to tell most (if not all) of my clients to put themselves first, to follow their......

  • When you are being picked to connect the conscious with the unconscious…that’s not an easy task. From the subtle tickle of your inner programming centre to physical pain, guilt, apathy, shame,  fear, collapse, grief,  yearning, agony, inflation, despondency and rage, most likely you are going......

  • One of my bilocation experiences, the one I most vividly remember happened when I was about 35. I’ve been trying a few times to remember what was different about that day. The only thing that comes to mind and tends to stick is the peace......

  • This happened during a period I was having massive interventions on my teeth. Because my face looked horrifying I decided to stay indoors and postpone the visit to my future mother in law. My fiancé went to see her, in her home town and I......

  • In 2014 I was the ‘star’ of a family constellation in Croatia. Cried my self-imposed restriction out, so loudly, and for so long, I had to do breathing exercises to still stand. The clarity of the truth I discovered laying in myself beats the clarity......

  • For a long time, Diana thought about leaving her workplace; she wanted more money and a summer holiday she could not get. The spread I used for her was with 3 cards: Thought, Word, Did. Thought – the way you think about the topic. Word......

  • Funny, my native language decided to use for <card> and for <book> the same word: <carte>....

  • The feeling I get when I watch Eckhart Tolle is a “now” feeling, the kind one gets on holidays. Holidays are times of presence, time to allow for things to manifest, to get a taste of all. When I first stumbled into Eckhart Tolle it......

  • My first tarot reading for somebody I didn’t know – Cristina, a friend of Mari’s. Cristina was going through a hard time. Her parents were ill, she had just broken up with a boyfriend she had for many years. When asked if I would read......

  • Grannie was 85, 5 feet tall, 45 kilos, maybe. Grannie’s words were orders. Rodica, her daughter was 60, tall, big; Rodica’s voice was like thunder. However, when grannie was coming to her house for a visit, Rodica was hiding in the garage to smoke. That’s......

  • There were a few times when I travelled in the space between awake and sleeping state. It is that moment in time when one perceives information both from the physical realm around and also from a different world, different space. Those who experienced that, we......

  • The Star, The Hermit and The World, all dancing in my bedroom. Red, comfortable, Primark pyjamas feeling like a million diamonds. My soul connects with a literature society I first learned of when I was a child. Eminescu, one of the most fascinating poets of......

  • 20 October 2020 is the day God came to Earth in the form of 82-year-old John Butler. God – in a little black box, called Lenovo, on my kitchen table. Me-on my kitchen windowsill, cleaning windows. God waited patiently in line to be randomly chosen......

  • Metamorphosis is not easy. I was trying to think about someone who got to the next level while looking for a kitchen worktop edging tape…for days. Buddha is frozen numb under the tree, Jesus goes into the desert, the caterpillar is building her own chrysalis......

A portal in Scotland?

A strange, unexpected experience happened while living in Scotland. Me and my partner at the time, ...
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A shift

What mysteries are happening in the unseen world, in the world that matters most? How can those be ...
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Reiki episodes: Mother Mary / Lord Shiva

Before the session, my client spoke and spoke for almost 2 hours she was the last one that day, so, ...
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Poems

  ~~ I know ~~  When I look at you, really look, I know that you shrouded some aeons ago. ...
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Non-duality with The Doc?

How is one talking about nothing? In 2017 I had one hour or so of existence in which I did nothing, ...
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Reiki episodes: Sex worker

During a reiki session, I had very strong tingling in the palms only while my hands were on top of ...
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Reiki episodes: Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen at work

For a few months, I had to have a second job in a restaurant which resembles very much Hell on ...
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Spread in times

A knowing clearer than any knowledge I had until 47 years of age a knowing as clear as the knowing ...
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Long distance reiki

The first long-distance reiki session I’ve done was by request, for a client who used to live in the ...
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Reiki episodes: Dragon-snake inside somebody

With reiki there’s often tingling, heat, visions of colours, places, and situations, often from ...
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Meeting Hindu deities

Hanuman It started in spring 2022, with the exchange of some brief compliments with an Indian guy ...
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A few ghosts

There were some meetings – interactions with spirits of dead people, all in different ...
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The black beauty

Apart from the robin I discovered during focusing and lived inside my heart for a while, there has ...
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Angel Michael

I was seeing this guy and according to my standards, did a little too much, for the relationship to ...
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Dragons

An absolutely overwhelming thing that happened during a focusing time was a meeting with dragons ...
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The robin

In 2019 I came across Eugene Gendlin’s ‘focusing’ and practised it for some time. The technique ...
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Almost near-death experiences

Now, when I finally found the time to write all this, I remember 2 experiences that are similar to ...
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While with Mooji

A few interesting things happened while with Mooji, in 2013. There was a dancing night in which I ...
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Meeting

The characters involved in this meeting are me, my boyfriend, one of my boyfriend’s ex-girlfriends ...
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Bliss in the ghetto

The neighbourhood I lived in for more than a year, was, if not the worst, the second-worst in this ...
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Ex in law

I was on the phone with an acquaintance of mine. She used to be married to my ex’s brother, so we ...
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Vagabond soul

I remember once, my partner at the time and I, we had a bigger argument and I ended up leaving home ...
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Subtle cause of disease

When I was with my parents I saw an endocrinologist regularly, for a few years because of my ...
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Double visit

One of the events that took place then was during a visit to my parents in my home town. When there, ...
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Silence

Envy is silent in me. I thought I had glimpses of it, twice, towards people I respect; one time when ...
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Faith

2020 spring right after the news the world is closing down My living room, I have a guest. He’s ...
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A way of the heart

I met Lory online. She had an eventful year, things were precipitating. Lory was talking, and ...
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Vampires

How could someone acknowledge that he/she is a vampire? Many don’t even know. The stories they tell ...
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I still don’t have a kitchen worktop edging tape

Metamorphosis is not easy. I was trying to think about someone who got to the next level while ...
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A visit from God

20 October 2020 is the day God came to Earth in the form of 82-year-old John Butler. God – in ...
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The Star The Hermit and The World

The Star, The Hermit and The World, all dancing in my bedroom. Red, comfortable, Primark pyjamas ...
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A few angels

There were a few times when I travelled in the space between awake and sleeping state. It is that ...
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A visit from granie

Grannie was 85, 5 feet tall, 45 kilos, maybe. Grannie’s words were orders. Rodica, her ...
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My first reading

My first tarot reading for somebody I didn’t know – Cristina, a friend of Mari’s. ...
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Holiday man – Eckhart Tolle

The feeling I get when I watch Eckhart Tolle is a “now” feeling, the kind one gets on ...
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Knowledge

Funny, my native language decided to use for <card> and for <book> the same word: ...
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Did

For a long time, Diana thought about leaving her workplace; she wanted more money and a summer ...
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Deprogramming

In 2014 I was the ‘star’ of a family constellation in Croatia. Cried my self-imposed ...
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Pregnancy check

This happened during a period I was having massive interventions on my teeth. Because my face looked ...
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Easy bilocation

One of my bilocation experiences, the one I most vividly remember happened when I was about 35. ...
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Pay forward

When you are being picked to connect the conscious with the unconscious…that’s not an ...
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I am first in my life

Things were moving slowly with the start of my small enterprise. With all due hurdles, always ...
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Just today I will pay attention to how many times I label

Labelling. It feels natural to begin with Tao. I only finished the book after 6, 7 years since first ...
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