19 Nov Deprogramming
I was the star of a family constellation in Croatia. Cried my self – imposed restriction out, so loudly, I had to do breathing exercises to be able to still stand. The clarity of the truth I discovered lying in myself beats the clarity of the clearest crystal.
And I don’t cry. I am most of the time the queen of swords… the king of swords, in fact.
I was on holiday, at my sister’s. This constellation was not programmed, I wasn’t going to influence things to happen, the facilitator wasn’t going to make too many efforts to organize it. Even when there, when my hand put itself up, to ‘work’, the facilitator thought of not working with me, I accepted it…even said that. The person chosen to impersonate my future had to leave, stayed only for the period I was ‘in work’. The whole event had to be in English, as I don’t know Croatian and all the group had to be fluent in English. And, well, so on… all sorts of “no’s”. The probability for my experience to take place, measured with human accepted science tools has been somewhere very close to zero.
You know you are on the right path when such situations, like the above one, take place. Being, not restricting the natural instinct of doing. When we “are”, God is. This lack of restriction manifested in all 10-12 people involved, but the number of people is not important; whole worlds can move in this same way – in the same time – felt and detached.