01 Jun The black beauty
Apart from the robin I discovered during focusing and lived inside my heart for a while, there has been another spirit; a black, extremely beautiful woman, wearing ancient, Egyptian clothes and jewellery.
Her existence simply popped up in my awareness while I was in the car with a friend, in 2020. My friend was just going to drop me home when she changed her mind, went on driving and played music. While listening to the happy, exotic rhythm, the black woman just appeared dancing, inside me. I mentioned her to my friend, but I initially did not know what to make of it, I thought she might be a part of my psyche, just dancing. The spirit stayed with me, and I realized soon that she was somebody else. She was raised and educated in a wealthy house, as a favourite slave, thousands of years ago. She was appreciated but not used for her beauty, as stunning as she was, she was very innocent, at the same time. I would check from time to time and she would be sleeping or doing something else, not aware of what was happening, but not trying to understand. There was an extreme peace and humbleness about her…an alignment with everything. I would perceive her as having about 15 cm, although these dimensions must have the property of changing because I had access to some of her habits somehow, I saw her out, carrying water, walking. She was clearly different from me, a separate entity. I was busy, working, organizing stuff, I wouldn’t pay too much attention to her, but when I was searching for her, there she was, for a few weeks, or something like that. My brother thinks this was a spirit that needed a body to live in until she was given a new body.