27 May Almost near-death experiences
Now, when I finally found the time to write all this, I remember 2 experiences that are similar to near-death experiences, minus the proximity of death. One was definitely in the Scotland period; the other one I am not sure when. The whole stuff that is usually found in these occurrences, was there: the white light, the non-duality of being pulled and the pull at the same time, the perfect peace, the perfection… Some call it home, but calling it ‘home’ can be done only from outside of it, because only here, outside of it there can be such a place that is ‘not home’; while in that state all is home, all is belonging so, therefore, this concept of ‘home’, not having an opposite simply doesn’t exist. In this peace and undisturbed perfection, a thought came out of nowhere ‘But Marius won’t be there’ and so I went back into the body, into existence in this roam. Going back was peaceful, too, it was like something didn’t finish yet and I had a duty, who knows…from a different life, maybe, towards him. It was simply for him, and coming back was as easy and emotionless.